http://grazryan.multiply.com/ there is no such thing as a clear cut life.. blurred reality couples everything Sun, 13 Jul 2008 15:07:18 -0000 Fri, 6 Jun 2008 14:30:05 -0000 http://images.grazryan.multiply.com/logo http://grazryan.multiply.com 100 100 i am in a journey darkness is all i see i struggle to survive afraid to fall down lonely at times. i hope to see some light, at the end of this tunnel. na boang napud ko... http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/38/dark_path...... Fri, 6 Jun 2008 14:30:05 -0000 wla nami kwarta.. desperado nko.. > manulis... > hired gunman.. > bodyguard.. > sikyuguard.. dial 1600-desperadoKO wana pud koy lingaw... pasencya pasencya http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/37/desperado.._dili_si_antonio Thu, 17 Apr 2008 16:23:31 -0000 a wandering soul burdened with problems. no food to eat, no shelter to stay, no parents to take care of him. http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/34/Daily_encounterz_2 Mon, 7 Apr 2008 14:08:48 -0000 this child chose knowledge over labor.. he may be unaware of the nations problem, but he is surely aware that a good education would lessen his problems in the http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/33/daily_encounterz Thu, 3 Apr 2008 14:12:17 -0000 the moon that night was so tempting. so i had to get a pen and paper just to draw it...hehehe joke.. dedicated to all the moon loverz out there although it was hiding behind the http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/32/Black_Saturday_Moonshine Sat, 29 Mar 2008 12:13:32 -0000 ako lang gi sulayan kung makamao bako.. ma bati o sa ma nindot.. bahala na.. basta na lingaw http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/31/dula_sa_suga Fri, 28 Mar 2008 13:59:54 -0000 http://grazryan.multiply.com/video/item/4/Evidence Sun, 16 Mar 2008 01:51:46 -0000 i was haunted by the silence that surrounded me came across this crazy guy. offered him to pose for a crazy shot. pretend to be somebody that his not. we bought his white coat at carbon UKAY-UKAY and got his stethoscope from a local junk shop. budget cost: 100 pesos wana pud ko lingaw......hahahaha http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/30/hear_you... Mon, 10 Mar 2008 03:18:55 -0000 i choose to shut up because ............. shut up na gani. this is me while waiting for my next costumer... i am a masseur ... and i love my job masahista sa binisaya... ginahigugma ko ang akong trabaho txt me.... 0917-PAMA-SAHI for a soothing exsssssssperienceee bwehehehe we are also looking for a young lechon chopper with PLEASING personality... hehehe wana ko lingaw eh... sorry http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/29/iSHUTup Tue, 4 Mar 2008 12:00:53 -0000 it was a great opportunity to join these guys on one of their gigz.. well the w8 for there turn was dragging but it was all good. gabby dude thanx for the http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/28/Urbandub_DLSU_ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 14:36:12 -0000 I had a hard time here, my enemy... the strobe lights and the temperature, my lens got fogged up.. some of my shoots were over exposed, some were under. i had to keep adjusting my exposure settings.. hasola bai..hehe thank god i got away with some few lucky shoots.. Urbandub, Typecast, Faspitch & more bands playing on this night before the Sinulog '08. the tour was a success. Alex had to cut off the remaining crowd inline who wants to score tickets & watch the event. smart decision, it was way to crowded and hot inside, somebody could pass out... http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/26/UrbandubSonic_Boom_Tour_08_cebu Thu, 24 Jan 2008 13:52:27 -0000 March 24, 2007 @ Paseo raw footage of some friends and bands performing that http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/23/High_Noon_on_the_Road_to_Zion Mon, 14 Jan 2008 22:30:08 -0000 this is temocha, my crazy, lambing, super active Boston terrier. and she is crazy about chips too. Quick Facts Weight: 10-25 pounds (4.5-11.3kg.) Height: 15-17 inches (38.1-43cm.) Coat: Short, brilliant, and of a fine texture Activity level: Low when indoors, otherwise high Learning rate: High Temperament: Gentle, alert, very intelligent, well-mannered, enthusiastic, occasionally rambunctious, humorous, sensitive, eager to learn, willful Guard dog ability: Low Watch-dog ability: variable Litter size: 3-4 (Caesarean sections are common) Life span: 15+ years p.s. she smells good http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/22/Temocha_timoka Thu, 10 Jan 2008 09:35:37 -0000 the feeling of being wanted<br>by the one u treasure the most<br>is the greatest feeling in the world<br><br>but when you look at the <br>other side of the story,<br>how would feel when<br>you are rejected<br>by the person who you<br>thought wants you more<br>than anything else....<br><br>will you then become <br>a factory of insecurities?<br>will you start pitying<br>yourself the entire day?<br>or will you be strong enough <br>to move on....<br> http://grazryan.multiply.com/journal/item/7/Headn_Forward_or_Stay_like_a_Coward Tue, 1 Jan 2008 07:26:42 -0000 Dilemma<br><br>After everything that has happened,<br>am I still willing to stay?<br>I gave her everything that she wants<br>but then she left cause she wanted more.<br><br>She left me with so many questions in my head.<br>How could somebody claim that she loves u so much<br>when suddenly she'll leave you for somebody<br>cause she felt lonely.<br><br>She left me puzzled, she left me wondering.<br>I changed my stars just to be with her.<br>At some point I don't even care what people would say<br>and I did all of this just to make her stay.<br><br>Here I stand in front of a crossroad,<br>having dilemmas&nbsp; on which direction&nbsp; should I choose.<br>Should I go beg for her to come back so I can feel<br>the warmth of her embrace when her arms are wrapped around me?<br>or should I endure the pain brought by the coldness of being alone....<br><br> http://grazryan.multiply.com/journal/item/6/Dilemma Tue, 1 Jan 2008 07:17:25 -0000 it was indeed a silent night. me, gabby and czedric hanged out at my place. gabby could'nt use his voice dat much due to over use of his vocal chords and his on rehab ammm with his voice lang okies. but then it went up great, played some low volumed music so we can hear gabbys whisper (soft voice?). some times me and czed would talk in whispers with each other too. never thought gabz condition was contagious. hahaha we ended up laughing every time the 3 of us would talk in whispers.hehehe dude till nxt time!!! gab get well now na not soon http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/17/Silent_Whispers Sat, 15 Dec 2007 11:17:48 -0000 some http://grazryan.multiply.com/links/item/5/Flickr_Photos_from_grazharper Mon, 12 Nov 2007 13:30:23 -0000 after 2 years of searching for potential spots to carve in cebu, its about time to share some picz and a few vidz. a celebration of life... for us. http://grazryan.multiply.com/video/item/3/Bearing_Groundz_ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 18:43:21 -0000 it was crowded, tight & hot, i didn't expect to see a lot off people to drop by just to watch cynthia play, well i guess i was wrong.. forgive me if u find some pics in motion blur, some are slow sync flash images. http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/14/Cynthia_Alexander Thu, 13 Sep 2007 05:21:23 -0000 from jack johnsons surf http://grazryan.multiply.com/music/item/16/Thicker_than_Water Tue, 31 Jul 2007 07:53:22 -0000 <p style="margin-left: 0pt; margin-right: 0pt; margin-top: 19px;" align="center"><font face="Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="5">Death is the Only Option </font> </p><p style="margin-left: 0pt; margin-right: 0pt; margin-top: 3px;" align="center"><img src="http://www.newhopehealthclinic.com/Colorbar.gif" alt="best way to commit suicide best methods of suicide best ways to commit suicide suicide notes suicide thoughts teen suicide teenage suicide thoughts of suicide committing suicide depression suicide" height="1" width="300"> </p><p style="margin-left: 15px; margin-right: 15px;"><font face="Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">It all starts without warning, a loved one or trusted authority thrusts a sharp dagger slicing deep into the child's innocent heart shattering its safe world of love with betrayal.&nbsp; A reflex pulls the heart away as the first painful emotion brings a fear of death and insecurity.&nbsp; Stunned in disbelief the child's mind scrambles to make sense of the puncture the heart has just sustained.&nbsp; Confused and unable to comprehend the assault, the child accepts full responsibility. Year after year the pattern continues, as trust becomes a distant memory.&nbsp;<br> <br> Deep within solitude and far from discovery the mirror of the buried heart reflects failure ... http://grazryan.multiply.com/journal/item/2/Death_is_the_Only_Option Tue, 31 Jul 2007 07:14:38 -0000 while working at the hospital, i took the time to check the forecast, hmmm typhoon from the eastborder, pwedeee. later, czed txtd me to confirm the forcast from arcymon since he went ahead. I was havin a delemna dat time since i have to work the next day, NAH!! what the hell, its not everyday that we can surf here in cebu. So me nd Czed went off around 11pm. The next day I had to call my chief resident telling him that i'll be absent due to an urgent reason.. u wanna know my excuse? hehe never mind... SURF"Z http://grazryan.multiply.com/photos/album/13/Punta_Secreta Sat, 14 Jul 2007 03:16:49 -0000 http://grazryan.multiply.com/links/item/4/WaveWatch_Free_Live_Surf_Cams_Surf_reports_and_Surf_forecasts Fri, 8 Jun 2007 07:50:33 -0000 http://grazryan.multiply.com/links/item/3/httpwww.carveboard.com Fri, 8 Jun 2007 07:49:08 -0000 http://grazryan.multiply.com/links/item/2/Sector_Nine_Skateboards Fri, 8 Jun 2007 07:48:17 -0000 http://grazryan.multiply.com/links/item/1/Billabong_-_Australia Fri, 8 Jun 2007 07:46:47 -0000